Not For Me

It's spinning faster around me
This world I've made for myself.
Decision after decision
Each one more wrong than the last

Could you offer me a cup of coffee
And a heartfelt hug?
Perhaps some decent grammar
A look into your life.

I want a faith that moves mountains
I want you and me
I want beauty that loves me back
When I gaze at my reflection.

Those days I loved
Blasting Jimmy Eat World and dollar tree deals
The moon makes me want to dance
Disco in the sky
Will you dance with me, baby?

Why is it always first person?
A subconscious need
To be the center of attention.

You need my attention.
But are you seducible?
I'll take that as a yes.

It's spinning faster
These lives we've made
And I'm still here.


Where are you?